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last post? maybe. on this name? maybe. [26 Aug 2004|10:36pm]
Hey everyone, I made a new livejournal name. I probably won't be updating this one anymore. I made a new one because this one just feels old, and I wanted a 'friends only' one.

I already added a bunch of people. new name is:


its_debatable


if you're not added and want to be, then comment like it says. add me back, please.

i love you all

-sara
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i have no knuckles ... at least my hand is soft. [26 Aug 2004|09:03am]
I feel like I'm in the middle of a 'sara armageddon' ... at least that would explain why my body is trying to kill itself.
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28:6:42:12 ... but it did happen. [25 Aug 2004|09:23am]
Went shopping with Jessica (found Garden State soundtrack) and then a few Diablo hours later went over to Tim's, where we watched The Butterfly Effect which was sad and I thought Ashton was great, and it was a good movie. I didn't like the very, very last scene that it ended with, but other than that ... great. Now I woke up this morning and I am all itchy so I have been drinking tea and what not, and my mom is being bah(!) and telling me that I don't have much time because I'm supposed to be at the office at 10:00, and I'm like, hello. Weird reaction to something, let me have my moment. Today will be spent watching a movie and finding shoelaces and a shirt that tells us exactly when the world will end.

"I really do have love to give; I just don't know where to put it."
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[24 Aug 2004|06:02pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

.

my dad got some of those lance armstrong bracelets from work. and then someone was like "yeah everyone in hollywood is wearing it" and now i don't want to wear mine. damn hollywood. and like how my sister is going to have a big article on herself in the newspaper and everyone is driving me crazy about it.


[gag]

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only when i stop to think about it ... i haven't missed you yet [24 Aug 2004|02:40pm]
[ mood | what?! ]

you can't look in on one way eyes.

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so why should i take your hand when you can't promise happy endings? [24 Aug 2004|09:40am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

angelina jolie memegenCollapse )

Went over to Tim's for a bit and then me, laura, tim, jessica, and craig went to Easton and saw Garden State. If you haven't seen it, you should go. Like ... now. Walked around Easton and then went back to my house and watched 2 episodes of Buffy. And now I have to go to the office and move stuff from one office to another. I am dreading it like you wouldn't believe.

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That idea of home is gone. [24 Aug 2004|01:16am]
[ mood | awkward ]

"The cue for the seeing eye dog to mount was 'Who's your bitch?' and the cue for the dog to start humping was 'love 'em up!'"

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sorry for littering your friends page [23 Aug 2004|12:01pm]
Matchbook Romance, Fall Out Boy, and Taking Back Sunday in Illinois in October ...
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[23 Aug 2004|11:54am]
Oh no
gone and put my foot in it again
think back i can't believe that it was me who said that
last time
i promised i'd bite my tongue until i counted to ten
[five six seven eight nine and ten]
i said oh it's getting hot in here
must be something in the atmosphere
oh oh-oh oh oh

oh it's getting hot in here
there must be something in the atmosphere
oh i could be laughing about it
and making the most of the true british climate
oh it's getting hot in here
there must be something in the atmosphere
oh oh-oh oh oh

i've seen
the tension on the high street growing lately
it seems that you have to be careful who you look at
sometimes
i can't see things the way you see them
but this is our home

i said
oh it's getting hot in here
there must be something in the atmosphere
oh i could be laughing about it
and making the most of the true british climate
oh it's getting hot in here
there must be something in the atmosphere
oh oh-oh oh oh

yeah you got the style
and we've got the style
and they got the style
and everybody's got it

and you got the style
and we've got the style
and they got the style
and everybody's got it

and you got the style
and we've got the style
oh oh

oh it's getting hot in here
there must be something in the atmosphere
oh i could be laughing about it
and making the most of the true british climate
oh it's getting hot in here
there must be something in the atmosphere
oh oh-oh oh oh
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told you so [23 Aug 2004|11:14am]
Turns out that a man's perspiration has a strange effect on a woman: It reduces stress, induces relaxation, and even affects her menstrual cycle. At least that's what biologists from the University of Pennsylvania are reporting in the journal Biology of Reproduction.
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[23 Aug 2004|09:33am]
I kept talking to myself I had to get the words out of my head. You barely said a thing, you kind of heard me out and then you said, "Youre crazy, why do you keep doing this? Everything is fine." Then I think Im crazy I do this all the time. Until I start to think that nothings even wrong. Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion. Maybe were just a picture in my head. Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was. Maybe I dont want to see it the way it really is. Sometimes your intentions are totally impossible to read. Sometimes even I have no idea what I need. Im crazy Why do I keep doing this? Everything is fine, then you think Im crazy I do this all the time. Until I start to think that somethings really wrong. Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion. Maybe were just a picture in my head. Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was. Maybe I dont want to see it the way it really is.Looking through my window at the big, blue sky The lazy sun is shining, so I run outside To look for you, I look for you and then it starts to rain. Is that the way it really is? Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion. Maybe were just a picture in my head. Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was. Maybe I dont want to see it the way it really is. Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion. Maybe were just a picture in my head. Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was. Maybe I dont want to see it the way it really is. The way it really is. the way it really is. the way it really is.
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and everyone else that it hits is no more than collateral damage ... say "no" once in awhile [23 Aug 2004|09:24am]
[ mood | frightened ... still ]

"PS- There's a lot going on underneath
There's roots there's pipes, there's drainage leaks
You're on, you're wrong, Ohio
Truly sorry, I see clearly
Calmly crashing, I pace faster than anyone
Hinges rusting, they swing louder than anything
Truly lonely this place is flatter than it seems
I'm upset and I leave the doors wide open
Our hearts are used up, cracked and dry
Pulled the scabs off of regrets
We haven't learned to eat our conscience yet
Truly sorry, I see clearly
Hardy hoping, I spend it all on game machines
Calmly crashing, I pace and I figure out again
One hand clapping, awake but napping
Rows of lights to illuminate lines
Why don't they turn them off and let us see night
Drove crazed grooming my lies
You can't look in on one way eyes, Ohio"
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Diablo 2 + My Dad = Suicide [23 Aug 2004|09:15am]
"I'm trying to keep you from playing that game. It occupies too much of your time."

"I hardly play it! My friends play it twenty times more than I do!"

"Well then they've got some issues to deal with."
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i want to run away (never say goodbye) [22 Aug 2004|02:20pm]
I don't want to go away to college, but hearing about everyone having a great time and going out and doing whatever the heck they want is making me extremely jealous.

So far my day has consisted of my dad telling me not to be on the computer all day and to find something else to do, to stop playing "that computer game", watching the E! True Hollywood Story on the Hilton sisters, my dad asking me if my room, closet, bathroom, and car are clean (probably to get me off the computer), and then tells me to clean my car today. Then he comes home and sees me on the computer (I've been on for 5 minutes, just until Jessica gets here), and he is all "what did I say about being on the computer all day?!!" and i am like "you didn't even ASK what i've been doing" and i told him i had breakfast and what not and he is like "blah blah blah, Jessica was over until 2 AM last night you can't do anything late tonight"

now he is yelling me about the counter that i already cleaned and the pineapple that he left in the sink.
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real men wear tweed. [22 Aug 2004|02:16pm]
livejournal just keeps getting weirder.

I am flower named smurdlad !
I consist of my friends!
Are you flower too?
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[22 Aug 2004|02:14pm]
LJ House Party by fayray
Username
The DJxenogears311
The Drunkzero_fiction
The Hottieptocheia
The Wallflowerprettyinpink_16
The Playerdreamsome
The Gamblertocomfortyou
The Horny Oneuberquixotic
The Crasherunleashthebats_
The Love Interestexiby
How many people got laid38
Chances the party will be a sucess: 95%
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[22 Aug 2004|11:57am]
I woke up and there was a pair of scissors from the spare bedroom next to my bed. They weren't there when I had gone to sleep, I would have known. I go downstairs and my sister asks if I was on the computer last night, because the spare bedroom door had been closed. I told her yes, but I had opened the door all the way up when I went to bed. I am on the computer, and my mom comes in the room and asks if someone came in through the basement door last night, because the gate looks like it had been opened and then closed and there was grass on the carpet.

[eek]
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[21 Aug 2004|09:56pm]
/age: twenty
/height: 4 feet 13 inches
/location: basement
/hair color: black
/eye color: brown
/sexual preference: straight
/what do you think of cheerleading: it's all right. i knew some cool cheerleaders.
/of the people you've kissed, who was the worst kisser: definitely chrissy
/do you like pickles: yes
/your thoughts on abortion: pro-life
/biggest redneck you know: definitely chrissy.
/do you think foreign accents are sexy: yes.
/ever taken ballet: yes. still do.
/last time you used the restroom: i'm not sure ... i've been playing diablo for a few hours, everything is sort of a blur
::what (illegal) drugs (if any) have you done?:: 0
::What's the best concert you've ever attended?:: jason mraz
::If you had to give up either music or sex for the rest of your life, which would you pick?:: sex, lol
::What's your favorite bad-for-you food?:: definitely chrissy
::What rockstar would you be a permanent groupie for, no questions asked?:: jesse lacey or if u could choose band - 3 days grace. they're my lovies.
::If you could lose (or get back to re-lose) your virginity to any person living or dead, who would it be?:: abraham lincoln. or helen keller.
::What's your favorite US city?:: mexico
::Have you ever had a romantic/sexual encounter with a rock star?:: yes. david bowie.
::What's the craziest/stupidest thing you've ever done while drunk?:: drove a tractor through a field of mice.

HAVE YOU EVER...
[Said "I love you" and meant it?] oh yeah
[Been to New York?] yes.
[Been to Florida?] yes.
[California?] yes i live in california.
[Hawaii?] yes.
[Mexico?] yes, i love tokyo.
[China? Japan?] yes.
[Canada?] yes.
[Danced naked?] yes. in canada. very sexy.
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I swear to god I'm gonna kill him. [21 Aug 2004|09:01am]
do you think he'd be better ('cause we're down for competition)
at doing what I do best?
do you think he'd be better (this could all be on purpose)
at doing what I do best?

well I flipped every switch
that I could find on my way out just to upset you more
(just to keep you busy) just to make you angry (just because you were right) just because you were...

The keys to the castle
(Are right where I left them)
The princess walked in just to take more attention,
'Cause after all, well isn't that all that I've been after and,
After all, well isn't that all that I'm after,
You're so...

I wanted you for nothing more,
Than hating you for what you were
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[21 Aug 2004|12:44am]
Laura! Dammit! I want to see Garden State! You and I have a date for this weekend ... sometime. Maybe Monday, since you said you were working.

anyway ...

Mario needs to go to OSU, Joey needs to come back, Chrissy needs to either come back or date Mr. Cute Emo Boy, and Tim needs to not ever proposition watching a scary movie [i.e. Scream], because my love for him makes me do crazy things [like watch it again], and then go home and be scared.

Went to the office and then did stuff at home and then went over to tim's where we ate pizza (yum), drank pop (ew) and watched movies that will remain nameless because I didn't watch it. No siree. [eek] If I convince myself I didn't, then I didn't.

But we did watch like 4 episodes of "Monk". And that one movie.

but, on a happier note, the guy who did the voice for Scream also does Sim voices for the games.

"William Faulkner's novel As I Lay Dying (1930) features a character named Skeet McGowan (Scream features actors Skeet Ulrich and Rose McGowan) and a character named Dewey (as does Scream)."

anyway. nope. no movie watching today!

[humph]

goodnight :)
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